and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it.
well you’re never gonna find it if you’re looking for it, it won’t come your way, yeah.
i should’ve done something, but i’ve done it enough. by the way, your hands were shaking. i’d rather waste some time with you.
i should’ve said something, but i’ve said it enough. by the way, my words are fading. i’d rather waste some time with you
waste some time with you.
blue and yellow –the used.
updates to the name page.
not like you care. i’ll tell you right now anyway. d:
i’m starting to move on from anthony.
to bigger and greener fields.
fields of understanding, long conversations, and everything else that makes my heart flutter.
it’s a simple crush.
with a thousand miles in between.
he lives in georgia.
he’s jay’s friend, and we met through one of jay’s chatrooms.
and one day, he imed me.
this was a few days ago actually.
two, i think.
his name’s kenny.
he’s eighteen.
and i know, how can you like someone you’ve never met?
i’ll you.
his mind of beautiful.
the way he thinks, the way he talks.
i love it.
but like i said, those thousands of miles is going to be tough.
it already is.
we’re making plans, lovely plans,
that we won’t be able to go through with.
and if we do, it’s going to be a long wait.
but i’d wait for him.
and i will wait for him.
i’ll wait to lay together on grass,
i’ll wait to sleep together outside his house,
i’ll wait for it all.
i’m hoping that while at florida this summer,
he can drive there to see me,
or i can drive there to see him.
we have plans to go to savannah georgia,
spend a lovely week there together.
but i think if mom does let me go,
my darling cousins would have to accompany me.
i don’t mind one bit.
i honestly have no idea why i’m letting myself fall for him.
it’s his mind, i’m telling you.
i love it.
-sigh-
i need to fold laundry.
i got my computer to work again by the way.
i promised pictures of new york city,
but i’m just not up to it anymore.
sorry. d:
love always,
-your monster.
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