Posts Tagged ‘BLAH’

no school for the monster today.
by choice, not because we just don’t have school.
nah, i over slept.
my mom comes and wakes me up at 6:15, when she wakes up,
and is like, “you’re not gonna make it?”
and i’m like, “what time is it?”
“six fifteen.”
“heck no.”
“alright, go back to sleep. maybe chuck can drive you to school [...]

-from me, to rob.

OPTIMISM DAY FOUR! :D

today was fine.
nothing special,
nothing not special.
details?
why not. :D

first period: study hall; gay.
second period: algebra; fell asleep.
third period: spanish; lame.
fourth period: earth science; boring, kate wasn’t there.
fifth period: gym; haha, uhm. boring, but at least i had jamie and kate [who came in half way into the period]
sixth period: social [...]

so, i talked to henry about his galpal.
he seems to like her a lot.
is it bad of me to want her to hurt him?
yes, it is.
but i just want to be there for him.
which i can’t do if he’s all happy and in love.
the thought makes me sick.
why couldn’t it be me?
i understand we don’t [...]

and then the thoughts of cutting flowed into mind, and i felt worse than i already had. all because of a fucking guy. no no, not a fucking guy, henry. he’s different. no he’s not. he’s all the same. just a friend, nothing more. i doubt we even are “friends.” this thinking is getting me [...]

two hundred!
this is my two hundredth post!
well, my two hundredth visible post. ;D
anywho,
i’ve decided with my day off of school,
due to the foot of snow accumulating as we speak,
[we have like, ten inches at the moment. something around there at least.]
i will make this pretty big.
you know, another epic post.
just because i’ve broken out of [...]

so i decided not to go bowling with kate, greg, rob, etc, etc, because frankly, i don’t want to.
nah, actually that’s a lie.
i just didn’t want to talk to rob to ask him what time they’re going.
so fuck it, i’ll stay home all alone again this friday.

henry isn’t even online so i can talk to [...]

evelyn, two and a half men.
alan harper, frontier chiropractor

so, i’m really into blogging.
you all know that.
obviously if i didn’t like it, i wouldn’t do it.
but i don’t like it, i love it.
not the point.

as much as i enjoy blogging,
i enjoy reading others blogs.
and i do.
i have the wonderful [squarebrackets]
but he isn’t on nearly enough.
which [...]

two weeks in hawaii. -hellogoodbye.

would have written the lyrics, but you they’re on the last post, so i only put a line. ’cause i’m cool.

we had no school today,
so i went to catie’s last night.
we just chilled and shit.
mom was suppose to bring us to the mall,
but she had to work so she couldn’t.

i haven’t [...]

and globes and maps are all around me now. i wanna feel you breathe me. globes and maps, i cease around you here. why won’t you believe me? globes and maps they charter your way back home. do you wanna leave or somethin’?
and dreams came around you in a hazy rain. you opened your mouth wide to [...]

in vain i blame my trembling on the cold air, and i can’t hide that i’ve relied on you; like yellow does on blue.
and you’re my good feeling, i’m kneeling. inside her room she paints me blue. and you are my reason for breathing. inside her room she paints me blue.
atlanta started raining on me, and teenage [...]