Posts Tagged ‘boring’
and i thought could you have gone? and if so for how long? and why would i let you go? oh sometimes i can tell my heart yes is no. like sometimes i wake up old and all along…
oh no, what if i never knew your name. oh my god, the thought’s insane. what if your love is not the [...]
attacked me in the lame way. in this town you don’t get nowhere unless you’re on a bicycle. so hip and out of touch. parked out on a speedway, just trying not to move; it’s only getting harder now. we can engineer a wall that couldn’t fall with all this time.
my life in technicolor. can [...]
i’ve decided that without dan here,
online,
i’m completely helpless.
i’m like a newborn puppy in a thunder storm,
a lost child.
i can’t do anything but sit there and wait it out,
oddly scared.
the clock reads 10:50pm,
so why isn’t he back?
he said 7.
is he not coming on to avoid me?
did something come up?
where is he?
why isn’t he on?
why am i [...]
and i awake at dawn, before the rays of morning paint the front lawn. from on the bedroom floor, i watch you sailing far above the seashore. in deep atlantic skies, you float as i look aft to watch the moon rise. above the avenue, i search among the clouds, trying to see you. but [...]
and you were driving through the night, i’d feel rather alone and ill and ease, beneath the brilliant showroom light. if i was flying on a plane above your town, and you were gazing at the sky, somehow i’d feel intact and reassured, if you began to wave goodbye.
fuzzy blue lights -owl city.
my newest addition [...]
i know that you’re shy, just let me sing you to sleep.
if you need anything, just say the word, i mean anything. rest assured, if you start to doze, then i’ll tuck you in, plant my lips where your necklaces close.
it’s those pills that you don’t need to take, medicating perfection, now that’s a mistake. i know that [...]
i only want you to think i’m fantastic. i’ll participate in what you believe, if you give me the attention. yeah, yeah that’s the only compensation. i want to be included in your conversation.
so am i in or am i out? what is there to think about? what is that paint brush for? are you preparing to draw me? no [...]
got social security, but that it doesn’t pay your bills. there are addictions to feed and there are mouths to pay, so you bargain with the devil, say you’re o.k. for today. you say that you love them, take their money and run. say, it’s been swell, sweetheart, but it was just one of those [...]
ahh. i’m sorry i just can’t get over how much i love the joker. (:
anyway, so i spent the day with my family. my granparents, my uncle, my aunt, and their four kids, and their grandma, my sisters grandma [my step grandma?] and then to top it off, my step dad’s [who is pretty much my [...]
