the sun feels better in slow motion.

Sunday, 05.03.09 in Uncategorized
Tags: crazy, eating, family., guys., haha., holding hands, jack's mannequin, kisses, kissing, love, mall, monster, mothers, old navy, sleazy wednesday, ugh

sleazy wednesday –jack’s mannequin.
yesterday was blissful. i went to anthony’s house, and we sat around on his floor for awhile. his little brother came in and sat with us for while, not talking because he was [...]

every little thing i do, i do for you.

Sunday, 04.12.09 in Uncategorized
Tags: candy, daddy, easter, family., guys., holidays, job, meiko, piano song, plant nursery, religion

with every little thing i think a thought of you. and i try so hard not to notice. i try so hard not to care. i try so hard not to know that you’re not here. piano song –meiko.
happy easter. [...]

time to blow half of what makes this private blog, private.

Wednesday, 04.08.09 in Uncategorized
Tags: arizona iced tea, family., grand central, love, mhm, monster, new york city, nyc, pictures, train

today, i went somewhere with my family.
I DO HAVE PICTURES!
but my computer is being gay and won’t put anything on,
or read any usb things,
so. the pictures will sadly have to wait.
i know, i’m pissed.

alright.
now, i’ve worked so hard to keep my location a nothing in this blog.
but it just won’t be my blog without today.

today, [...]

Protected: i like the sudden burst of need that i get when it comes to this. [ask for the password. i'd be more then happy to give it to you]

Monday, 01.19.09 in Uncategorized
Tags: conversation, family., friends., guys., honest, long., love, monster, names, password, plans, sneaking out, the spill canvas, thinking, truth, weekends

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

some days, all i do is watch the sky.

Saturday, 12.06.08 in Uncategorized
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i think i, i could use a little break. today was a good day. i think i, i could use a little break, but today was a good day.
it’s a deep sea, in which i’m floating, and still i sink to think that i must crawl.
watch the sky- something corporate.
i love something corporate. do you not? jeez, it’s a shame they [...]

i know you don’t care about me.

Saturday, 12.06.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: (:, :D, christmas, colours, cookies, drunk girl, family., holidays, janis joplin, school, sick, snow, something corporate, thoart, tree, winter break

i’m sure when all is said and done. and i go home feeling lonely, you would have had your fun. do you even remember?
i kissed a drunk girl. why do I do these things i do to myself? i kissed a drunk girl. and now i’m sure, now i’m sure i could have been anybody else. anybody else. [...]

i feel drunk but i’m sober, i’m young and i’m underpaid.

Sunday, 11.30.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: (:, alanis morissette, cold, family., fun, hand in my pocket, home, monster, sorry, thanksgiving, winter

i’m tired but i’m working, yeah. i care but i’m restless, i’m here but i’m really gone. i’m wrong and i’m sorry baby. what it all comes down to, is that everything is going to be quite alright. ’cause i’ve got one hand in my pocket and the other one is flicking a cigarette.
hand in my [...]

i can get through this,

Monday, 11.24.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: monster, family., friends., school, guys., love, forever the sickest kids, moods, conversation, fights, talking, , thanksgiving, (:, happy happy happy, uplifting, i should write a book, the way she moves

i can get through this ride. you gotta give a little, but it takes a lot to get over you. cause it makes no sense to be permanent, if i can’t feel, right, right, right.
the way she moves -forever the sickest kids.
so after my whole two sentence post from last night,
you probably want answers.
maybe i’m wrong.
i’m going [...]

if it’s not the fact that i’m a wee bit younger,

Monday, 11.17.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: :D, dieting, ew, family., fat, fat fat fat fat fat, fat fuck, i hate this., monster, shower, throwing up, vomitting, weight, you're gross, you're ugly

or the truth that i’m so naive. my heart keeps leaping back to you like a dog tied to a tree. i know it sounds crazy, it’s riduculous to me. but without you by my side girl. you might think i’m incapable of loving a soul like yours. you might think i’m a fool, for [...]

a singer in a smokey room,

Saturday, 10.25.08 in Uncategorized
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the smell of wine and cheap perfume. for a smile they can share the night. it goes on and on and on and on.don’t stop believing-journey
bahahaha.i thought i’d take a step away from my new music and go back in time and listen to some journey. i’m actually not a big journey fan. okay, so [...]