Posts Tagged ‘friends.’
For the first time in so long,
I’m actually pretty happy.
I can think about Anthony without nearly crying,
and I can talk about him without getting emotional.
And I’ve been talking about him a lot lately.
Six months, and the relationship is finally closed to me.
Talking about it makes it better though.
Makes it seem real.
It happened.
I miss him tons,
but [...]
let’s go over the close friends i have.
catie,
jay,
kate,
jamie.
alright.
now…
catie: she’s my best friend, might as well be my sister, but i can’t tell her everything. sure i can trust her, but i don’t want to tell her everything. she wouldn’t understand. and you can’t trust someone fully if you can’t tell them everything.
jay: once again he [...]
[taken from my tumblr]
the thoughts are off and on. much like a bathroom light. i’ll be fine one minute, and completely falling apart the next. i’m starting to think [...]
i stayed home today. wish i haven’t. it’s 11:55 am, and i should be in social studies. i should have been walked there by anthony, and given a kiss goodbye before [...]
i’ve been reduced to promises. i lie to myself ’cause i do it best. i’m not honest with my intentions. her eyes say yes, but the restraining order says no. –hit the lights.
ugh, today was great. but i don’t want [...]
lyrical lies –cute is what we aim for.
i’m happy to say, this post is going straight from windows live writer to wordpress, and windows live won’t get this one.
but anyway, yesterday i went out to town with anthony, jay, and jay’s sister again. [...]
today i stepped on roadkill. and that wasn’t the best part of my day. because well, that wasn’t really great at all, but it was funny enough to be great. chilled with [...]
"i’m selfish as selfish comes.
teasing to please; cute is what we aim for.
one week. today is our one week anniversary. last week he asked me out in the park on the grass, in a [...]
today, at school, anthony walked me to my bus, and kissed my forehead. and from then on, the day just got better and better.
i came home instead of going to allie’s house. i’m glad i did. [...]