Posts Tagged ‘guys.’

seriously,
it hurts so much.
well than, go lay down.
never!
i really don’t have much to say.
there was an amazing storm today.
i loving getting hit by a storm while in the car.
it’s wonderful.
mother and i had a conversation about anthony today.
it made me realize how much i fucked up,
and how much i regret it.
think about it, i could [...]

i’m in such a mood to just share everything.
kind of. like a huge, this is me thing.
so, i will.
here we go.

^that is me, your monster, in real life form.^
[you can click on that to get a better looksie, if you're a creep like me. or if you just want a better looksie...]
i’m a little over [...]

that’s insane.
i have nothing to say.
i’m just listening to music,
thinking about anthony.
it’s one of those days, yes.
i’ll blog later when i can focus and put these thoughts into words.
-your monster.

and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it. well you’re never gonna find it if you’re looking for it, it won’t come your way, yeah. i should’ve done something, but i’ve done it enough. by the way, your hands were shaking. i’d rather waste [...]

[taken from my tumblr]
the thoughts are off and on. much like a bathroom light. i’ll be fine one minute, and completely falling apart the next. i’m starting to think [...]

thetearsweregone,andiwassmiling. iwasthinkingmaybethingswouldworkout,butnowiknowtheywon’t. there’snohopeofusgettingbacktogether, he’sovermeand"looking"already. lookingforsomeonenew,totakemyplace. youdon’tknowhowupsetitmakesme. itwasonlyatwoweekrelationship. butiwantedittobesomuchmore. butiwentandruinedit,andnowi’mleftheartbrokenandintearsatleastonceaday. it’sahorriblefeeling,andmakesmeneverwanttodateanyoneeveragain. [...]

now that the tears are gone, and only come for a few seconds every few minutes, i am ready to totally vent, and totally tell you how much that kid meant to me.
we met [...]

’cause it’s you and me, and all other people, with nothing to do. nothing to prove. and it’s you and me and all other people. and i don’t know, i keep my eyes off of you. there’s something about you now, i can’t quite figure out. [...]

i stayed home today. wish i haven’t. it’s 11:55 am, and i should be in social studies. i should have been walked there by anthony, and given a kiss goodbye before [...]

oh man. i had them all thought out, all organized in my head. i had something to say, and while messing with my hair straightener, lost all of them. [...]