Posts Tagged ‘haha.’

sleazy wednesday –jack’s mannequin.
yesterday was blissful. i went to anthony’s house, and we sat around on his floor for awhile. his little brother came in and sat with us for while, not talking because he was [...]

i miss it, i miss listening to konstantine at least once a day. so last night, while telling anthony to listen to something corporate and jack’s mannequin [something i rarely do with others because i like to keep my music to myself. selfish, and stupid, i know.] he couldn’t find [...]

today, was pretty lame. you know. nothing special. i haven’t seen dan since, well, yesterday. but, whatever. 

i still miss my darling rob.
oh man, i just wanna like, run up to him, give him a big hug, and just hold his hand for hours.

i downloaded some new thing to go on the internet, safari. it’s some [...]

-from me, to rob.

OPTIMISM DAY FOUR! :D

today was fine.
nothing special,
nothing not special.
details?
why not. :D

first period: study hall; gay.
second period: algebra; fell asleep.
third period: spanish; lame.
fourth period: earth science; boring, kate wasn’t there.
fifth period: gym; haha, uhm. boring, but at least i had jamie and kate [who came in half way into the period]
sixth period: social [...]

-some kid in the hallway to his friend.

these words really popped out to me in the multiple hallway conversations i was listening to today on my way to social studies.
and whoever said it, is completely right.
shit fucking happens.
whatcha gonna do about it?
people are assholes,
life’s a bitch.
no one said it was easy,
but that’s what makes it [...]

slowly unravels in a ball of yarn. the devil collects it and, with a grin. our love in a ball of yarn.
you’ll never return it. when you come back we’ll have to make new love. you’ll never return it. when you come back we’ll have to make new love. you’ll never return it.
unravel -something corporate

indeed, this [...]

sooo today was lammeeee.
alright, every day is lame.
whatever.

so, henry.
mhm.
i saw him today,
twice.
but the second time i saw him,
it was close enough to where he touched my arm and waved.
sounds stupid of me, but i kind of stumbled when he touched my arm ’cause it was a bit of a tap thing.
i’m so clumsy.
so anywho, of [...]

and i thought could you have gone? and if so for how long? and why would i let you go? oh sometimes i can tell my heart yes is no. like sometimes i wake up old and all along…
oh no, what if i never knew your name. oh my god, the thought’s insane. what if your love is not the [...]

and why do you leave these stories unfinished? my cheshire cat doorstop with tears in your eyes. and why do you look when you’ve already found me?  and what did you find that would leave you walking by?
and these nights i get high just from breathing. when i lie here with you, i’m sure that i’m [...]

alright.
let’s start off with yesterday afternoon.
i’m just chillin’ here, watching one life to live with my mom,
and dan got online for the first time since tuesday.
so, we talked.
it was nice.
he now knows i like him; kind of.
which is fine ’cause he didn’t make me say it; he just kind of guessed and i kind of [...]