Posts Tagged ‘happy’

For the first time in so long,
I’m actually pretty happy.
I can think about Anthony without nearly crying,
and I can talk about him without getting emotional.
And I’ve been talking about him a lot lately.
Six months, and the relationship is finally closed to me.
Talking about it makes it better though.
Makes it seem real.
It happened.
I miss him tons,
but [...]

lyrical lies –cute is what we aim for.
i’m happy to say, this post is going straight from windows live writer to wordpress, and windows live won’t get this one.
but anyway, yesterday i went out to town with anthony, jay, and jay’s sister again. [...]

but i’m becoming an unsteady blogger. i’ll blog for hours, or minutes, but lately it’s become very rare that i blog at all. so tonight, i go all and out.
waiting for new comments, from my oh so lovely boyfriend, [...]

boring day, took a nap. woke up, around three thirty, new comment from anthony. he said he was bored, mom had to go do the laundry, perfect fucking time. asked him [...]

today, at school, anthony walked me to my bus, and kissed my forehead. and from then on, the day just got better and better.
i came home instead of going to allie’s house. i’m glad i did. [...]

and from what i hear you’re quite affordable. but i like them pricey. so exaggerate and trick me. pretty please, just trick me. pretty please.
i’ve got birds in my ears, and a devil on my shoulder. and a phone to the other, and i can’t get a hold of her. and what’s a crush to [...]

it was all very normal, until lunch.
allie was sitting there, trying to read something out of tom’s wallet.
all of a sudden,
someone sits down next to me,
and i turn to them, expecting someone lame.
and boom, there he is.
beautiful dan is sitting a centimeter away from me.
i almost like, stopped breathing.
he smiled and said hello,
and we all [...]

it’s nauseating and i’m sick of waiting, for all these pointless calls to go through. 
but no, i’m not a skeptic anymore. at last i see what all of this ridiculous hard work is for. the moisture in the air is begging for release, and the memory of your stare is raining down on me.
hypothetically if you [...]

today, was pretty lame. you know. nothing special. i haven’t seen dan since, well, yesterday. but, whatever. 

i still miss my darling rob.
oh man, i just wanna like, run up to him, give him a big hug, and just hold his hand for hours.

i downloaded some new thing to go on the internet, safari. it’s some [...]

i’m lucky; i’m here with my someone. my everything; you’ll bleed to death on me. to death on…
you’re a ten when you’re lying next to me; heavy breathing. you’re a ten when you’re lying next to me; heavy breathing. you’re a ten when you’re lying next to me; heavy breathing. you’re a ten when you’re [...]