Posts Tagged ‘monster’
I’ve had mine so long.
It’s just part of my life now.
The words that are contained in such a simple website are jaw dropping.
Was I like that at one point?
Did I think that at one point?
It’s amazing to see how much things change,
and how some things never do.
I love that.
sorry, i don’t have much to say, and i’ve really just been taking my crap pictures while i’m bored. fall is so pretty though. so they’re not ugly, they’re just not good.
:’D
i’ve eaten four apples today.
this was number one.
death has never looked so good.
For the first time in so long,
I’m actually pretty happy.
I can think about Anthony without nearly crying,
and I can talk about him without getting emotional.
And I’ve been talking about him a lot lately.
Six months, and the relationship is finally closed to me.
Talking about it makes it better though.
Makes it seem real.
It happened.
I miss him tons,
but [...]
let’s catch up.
-i start school in three days, i’m not ready. maybe i never will be.
-i started writing for real on writerscafe.org, it’s going well.
-i’ve become incredibly in love with brand new. like i went from liking them, to loving them. i’ve been listening to them for three days straight.
-i bought zebra print underwear today, [...]
let’s go over the close friends i have.
catie,
jay,
kate,
jamie.
alright.
now…
catie: she’s my best friend, might as well be my sister, but i can’t tell her everything. sure i can trust her, but i don’t want to tell her everything. she wouldn’t understand. and you can’t trust someone fully if you can’t tell them everything.
jay: once again he [...]
seriously,
it hurts so much.
well than, go lay down.
never!
i really don’t have much to say.
there was an amazing storm today.
i loving getting hit by a storm while in the car.
it’s wonderful.
mother and i had a conversation about anthony today.
it made me realize how much i fucked up,
and how much i regret it.
think about it, i could [...]
over my head (cable car);the fray
you see her sitting there, she’s sad like always.
she hasn’t been the same since he left her.
you can see the fear, rejection, and hurt in her eyes as you sit down across from her.
she’s your best friend. you love her more than anything.
he sits down in front of you, he’ll [...]
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it. well you’re never gonna find it if you’re looking for it, it won’t come your way, yeah. i should’ve done something, but i’ve done it enough. by the way, your hands were shaking. i’d rather waste [...]
[taken from my tumblr]
the thoughts are off and on. much like a bathroom light. i’ll be fine one minute, and completely falling apart the next. i’m starting to think [...]
