and if i hurt you, then i’m sorry.

Wednesday, 04.22.09 in Uncategorized
Tags: annoyed., crushes, dresses, friends., guys., hugs, junior prom, konstantine, lame, late, mall, mhm, monster, movies, school, social studies, something corporate, sore, tired, waffles

please don’t think that this was easy. konstantine –something corporate.
so yesterday i went to the mall with kate to pick out a dress for greg’s junior prom. we found one, and left like ten minutes before the mall closed at nine thirty. we were there for at least two and [...]

how do you feel when everything you’ve known gets thrown aside?

Friday, 03.27.09 in Uncategorized
Tags: ):, birthday, complaining, crying, depression, feelings, fifteen, friends., guys., lonely, missing, movies, parks, plans, pretty, sad, school, so much, terrible., the spill canvas, upset

never fear, my dear, ’cause we have nothing left to hide .
oh i adore the way you carry yourself , with the grace of a thousand angels overhead. i love the way the galaxy starts to melt.
so much -the spill canvas.
i had everything planned out.
i’d come home, go to the park with henry,
chill there for awhile
and then [...]

alright, that’s it, i’ve had enough, i’m on my way to you.

Thursday, 03.26.09 in Uncategorized
Tags: birthday, chairs, friends., guys., happy, life, mhm, mirrors, monster, mountain dew, movies, park, school, talking, teleport a and b, the spill canvas

it’s nauseating and i’m sick of waiting, for all these pointless calls to go through. 
but no, i’m not a skeptic anymore. at last i see what all of this ridiculous hard work is for. the moisture in the air is begging for release, and the memory of your stare is raining down on me.
hypothetically if you [...]

i swim across an ocean. it’s my mattress in the basement.

Friday, 01.23.09 in Uncategorized
Tags: , (:, (;, crazy, crowd, epic, factoids, facts, friends., girl interrupted, guys., haha., hahahahahahaha, holding hands, insane, jack's mannequin, jcpenny, lists, long., love, monster, movies, music., naps, nuggets, pokemon, random., scary movies, scissors, sleeping, small font, smiles, teehee, this should have more tags, two and a half men, volcom

i’m sweatin’ out excuses, that would make your stomach turn. the road we drove last night, stretched from the desert to las vegas. we filled our cups, and lit one up, the snow began to burn.
oh, oh maybe, we were made, we were made for each other. is it possible for the world to look [...]

butterfly kisses.

Sunday, 01.04.09 in Uncategorized
Tags: BLAH, boyfriends, conversation, friends., funny, guys., high school, i expect to much from people., just friends, monster, movies, pervert, school, shower, spongebob, spongebob sqaurepants

it’s too cute. it’s, disgusting.
as said by, plankton. -spongebob squarepants.
[sorry, i'm not sure of the episode name.]
so i don’t think i’ve been on in like, two [?] days.
because i haven’t had anything to write about.
but now i do.
tomorrow, school begins again.
eww. i don’t want to go back.
it’s not that i don’t like school,
i’m just not [...]

i don’t feel like writing lyrics tonight(:

Sunday, 12.28.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: (:, :D, bmth, bring me the horizon, broke back mountain, chillin', diamonds aren't forever, friends., girl interrupted, monster, movies, sorry it's so short, sundays

but i’m listening to,
diamonds aren’t forever -bring me the horizon.
today was fun.
i hung out with my darling kate<3
we just sat around all day and watched movies. :D
this was actually the first time me and kate have hung out outside of school.
and it was hella fun.
even if we didn’t go anywhere, or do anything but sit [...]

and now i see it’s you that’s tearing me, ensnaring me

Saturday, 10.25.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: BLAH, bored, confusing, conversations, friends., guilty, guys., home, lazy, lie, long., love, monster, movies, smitten, trivium, weekend

this is me dying in your arms, i cut you out now set me free. you poisoned my life. so I take this knife, and I cut you out. cut you out.
dying in your arms -trivium
the best trivium song. no doubt about it. go listen to it.
no. even better. go listen to this song, and their [...]

a singer in a smokey room,

Saturday, 10.25.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: (:, :D, alphabet soup, beautiful, BLAH, bored, childish, comment, computers, crazy, d00d, date, enery, eyelash curler, family., fkasjhfkjhd, fkdsjfhystuy, freak, friday, glue, gorgeous, groupie, guilty, guitar, guys., gym, halloween, happy, hot, i'm a silly monster, journey, lap top, lied, lies, life, long., love, love me dead, lying, make up, meow, mom, monster, moods, movies, music., nice, night time, ow, planet fitness, porn, pretty, rambling, random., read it, silly faces, skinny, smiley, smitten, snapshot, sorry, tags., tired, websites, wee, weekends, whoa, word count, words, work out, yay!

the smell of wine and cheap perfume. for a smile they can share the night. it goes on and on and on and on.don’t stop believing-journey
bahahaha.i thought i’d take a step away from my new music and go back in time and listen to some journey. i’m actually not a big journey fan. okay, so [...]

‘high-maintenance’ means,

Friday, 10.24.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: ):, bitch, guilty, guys., heartless, lie, love, lying, monster, movies, sad, selfish

you’re a gluttonous queen, narcissistic and mean. kill me romantically, fill my soul with vomit, then ask me for a piece of gum.
love me dead -ludo.
i’m addicted to this song.
oh, and did you hear i’m the biggest bitch around right now.
i did it.
i blew him off.
i lied to him,
and told him i couldn’t go.
and when [...]

bitter and dumb, you’re my sugarplum. you’re awful. i love you.

Thursday, 10.23.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: , (:, can't wait, crappy, diet, fat, food, friday, go listen, guys., i hit my hand, love, love me dead, ludo, mom, monster, movies, music., poor, rawr(:, skinny, weekend, weight

she moves through moonbeams slowly. she knows just how to hold me. and when her edges soften, her body is my coffin. i know she drains me slowly. she wears me down to bones in bed. must be the sign on my head, that says, oh… love me dead! love me dead!
love me dead -ludo
i [...]