yup. time to move on, get over henry.
but why?
oh, you know,
he’s got a girlfriend now.
D:
yup, it hit me like a sack of rocks for some reason.
i don’t know what to do.
he didn’t even tell me.
i found out,
on a myspace bulletin.
this is riduculous.
i have way to much hope with somethings,
and this was one of them.
why did [...]
Monday, 03.02.09 in Uncategorized
Tags: ):, ahhhh, aim, aol, computer virus, guys., internet, internet explorer, monster, myspace, restart, slow, virus
sooo, my computer is massively fucked up.
i can’t get on myspace at all.
internet explorer is being gay and slow,
i’m stuck using aol now.
d:
i had a virus i guess,
and was instructed by a questionable spyware scanner to get rid of some things.
but i think i deleted a little too much of what i was suppose to.
OHMYGOODGOLLYGOSH!
myspace [...]
Friday, 02.27.09 in Uncategorized
Tags: alone, BLAH, blogging, bored, bowling, friday night, friends., lonely, loserrrr, monster, myspace, youtube
so i decided not to go bowling with kate, greg, rob, etc, etc, because frankly, i don’t want to.
nah, actually that’s a lie.
i just didn’t want to talk to rob to ask him what time they’re going.
so fuck it, i’ll stay home all alone again this friday.
henry isn’t even online so i can talk to [...]
so,
i forgot to tell you guys,
dan isn’t talking to me.
and when he does,
it isn’t much.
it started when i told him the tyler story.
you know,
when i told him i loved him and i didn’t.
i guess i should have remembered that dan’s ex girlfran did the same thing to him.
but, they were together.
me and tyler were talking [...]
Wednesday, 02.04.09 in Uncategorized
Tags: , /:, aim, boring, crazy, gorgeous, guys., monster, myspace, sigh, store
i’ve decided that without dan here,
online,
i’m completely helpless.
i’m like a newborn puppy in a thunder storm,
a lost child.
i can’t do anything but sit there and wait it out,
oddly scared.
the clock reads 10:50pm,
so why isn’t he back?
he said 7.
is he not coming on to avoid me?
did something come up?
where is he?
why isn’t he on?
why am i [...]
Thursday, 12.11.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: (:, 2 hour delay, conversations, friends., fun, guys., konstantine, love, mhm, myspace, puddles, rachel's challenge, rain, school, something corporate
it’s to dying in another’s arms and why i had to try it. it’s to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car. when the first star you see may not be a star. i’m not your star. isn’t that what you said, what you thought this song meant?
and if this is what it takes, [...]
Tuesday, 11.25.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: , (:, ?, car, car ride, grandma, guys., haha., happy, he makes me happy, homework., i love him, i'm a loser, laptop, love, message, myspace, no music, question, school, smile, thanksgiving
there isn’t any music on. so i thought i’d open up with what i’m feeling. [thinking?]
i am falling in
love with
gary.
we didn’t get to talk in person today,
but i was sending him a very long random message like i do everyday,
to find him online.
he answered.
we talked, for a few minutes until he said he had to leave.
you [...]
Friday, 11.14.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: (:, BLAH, dreams., driving, forever the sickest kids, guys., l0l, love, messages, myspace, running with scissors, sleep, speak, talking, tired, tricycle, weird, weird dreams
but it does, and who am i kidding? a dead end job and a lack of family. this town gets to me.
wake up, you’re a drama queen. carry on like you’re supposed to be. get away, hurry up, come on. get away, gotta get up and go. break out from the drama scene. stick around it’ll bury [...]
Tuesday, 10.28.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: (:, friends., guys., hair, love, ludo, messages, monster, myspace, puddles, rain, schools, shoes, smitten, straightener, terrible.
love me dead -ludo.
i don’t want to write more into the song. by now you should know most of it.
and if you don’t, and even if you do, you should still go listen to it.
today was amazing.
it’s been raining cats and dogs all day. and i love the rain.
like seriously love it. (:
so during school, [...]
Saturday, 09.27.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: BLAH, eh, fdksjfh., friends., gorgeous guy, love, monster, myspace, random., rawr(:, smitten, weekends
miserable at best -mayday parade.
i wrote the whole two verses after that line. but i decided against it because it was getting to long. but anyway. you’re now thinking, why would you write all of it? because it truly is a beautiful song. and i’m positive i’ve listened to this before while blogging so it’s [...]
