you know the feeling that you get,

Friday, 12.19.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: monster, sorry, whoops, guys., love, smitten, cold, winter, stupid, blog, snow, girlfriend, mistake, be smart

when everything seems to be going your way, and then suddenly just falls apart?
everything’s great. the conversation. the feeling. the smile on your face. then you say the wrong thing, not thinking before you say it, and the other person just takes it the worse way possible.
this is why talking on the internet isn’t always [...]

this is halloween, everybody make a scene

Friday, 11.21.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: , (:, ):, BLAH, crappy, friends., guys., head over heels, love, lunch, monster, my day hasn't been good., nightmare before christmas, rawr(:, school, smitten, this is halloween

this is halloween -the nightmare before christmas soundtrack.
sorry i haven’t been on.
i’ve been punished from the computer the last two days due to my shitty report card.
which wasn’t bad at all.
my mom just won’t except the fact that all she’ll be getting from me is 70’s and 80’s.
whatever.
not much has happened.
gary and i are fine [...]

scream out my name.

Friday, 11.14.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: (:, (:, drunk, friends., gorgeous, guys., he makes me smile, hugs, i love him, i think, i'm in love, lame, love, pretty boy, sad, school, short, smitten, sorry, tall, terrible., the fall of troy, wasted, weekend, whoops, yesterday

wait. we’re whole again. you were my pride, but where have you been? full force, full force, full force. look up ahead. mayday, mayday, mayday. we’re already dead.
i just got this symphony goin’ -the fall of troy
i didn’t get on yesterday. sorry.
yesterday was a big blah for me, so i didn’t really want to get [...]

up the stairs, the station where the act becomes the art of growing up

Wednesday, 11.12.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: (:, :D, amazing, brand new, friends., head over heals, i'm in love, love, monster, pretty, rawr(:, school, secrets(:, smitten, today was great, wonderful

he keeps his hands low, he doesn’t wanna blow it. he’s wet from head to toe and his eyes give her the up and the down. his stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up, but the body in the bed beckons forward and he starts growing up.
the fever, the focus, the reasons that i had [...]

what have i gotten into this time around?

Wednesday, 11.05.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: , (:, a day to remember, blogging, crappy day, crappy week, friends., guys., head over heals, iloveyou, love, obama won(:, school, smitten, sorry, thinking, yay!, you had me at hello, |:

i know that i had sworn i’d never trust anyone again but i didn’t have to… you had me at hello.
you had me at hello -a day to remember.
i love this song.
it’s so cute.
<3
anyway,
sorry i wasn’t on yesterday.
i haven’t been in a spill my heart blogging mood lately.
nothing real exciting has gone on.
me and gary continue to talk [...]

you’re everything that makes me believe, i’m not alone.

Sunday, 11.02.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: (:, 45 minutes, candidates, conversation, elections, finally, friends., guys., halloween, happy, homework., love, mhm, monster, phone, smitten, sorry, study hall, text, visit, vote, weekend

you’re in everyone I see. so tell me, do you see me?
everywhere -michelle branch
ah the weekend. a lot of stuff happened this weekend. first off halloween! lovely. lots of free candy. i went with catie and her friends around her neighborhood. that was fun.
it got really interesting when they started talking about tyler. my long [...]

oh trapped in a box i’m not alone.

Friday, 10.31.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: (:, conversations, costume, excited, friends., guys., halloween, happy, hugs, love, lunch, monster, no doubt, school, sluts, smitten, talk

i know of others with a box as their home. light only enters from a crack or a hole. oh this is not enough for a human to grow, trapped in a box.
trapped in a box -no doubt.
today was simply amazing.
halloween fucking rules.
half the kids at school were dressed like dumbasses.
making the biggest fools out of [...]

you’re born of a jackal. you’re beautiful.

Tuesday, 10.28.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: (:, friends., guys., hair, love, ludo, messages, monster, myspace, puddles, rain, schools, shoes, smitten, straightener, terrible.

love me dead -ludo.
i don’t want to write more into the song. by now you should know most of it.
and if you don’t, and even if you do, you should still go listen to it.
today was amazing.
it’s been raining cats and dogs all day. and i love the rain.
like seriously love it. (:
so during school, [...]

and now i see it’s you that’s tearing me, ensnaring me

Saturday, 10.25.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: BLAH, bored, confusing, conversations, friends., guilty, guys., home, lazy, lie, long., love, monster, movies, smitten, trivium, weekend

this is me dying in your arms, i cut you out now set me free. you poisoned my life. so I take this knife, and I cut you out. cut you out.
dying in your arms -trivium
the best trivium song. no doubt about it. go listen to it.
no. even better. go listen to this song, and their [...]

a singer in a smokey room,

Saturday, 10.25.08 in Uncategorized
Tags: (:, :D, alphabet soup, beautiful, BLAH, bored, childish, comment, computers, crazy, d00d, date, enery, eyelash curler, family., fkasjhfkjhd, fkdsjfhystuy, freak, friday, glue, gorgeous, groupie, guilty, guitar, guys., gym, halloween, happy, hot, i'm a silly monster, journey, lap top, lied, lies, life, long., love, love me dead, lying, make up, meow, mom, monster, moods, movies, music., nice, night time, ow, planet fitness, porn, pretty, rambling, random., read it, silly faces, skinny, smiley, smitten, snapshot, sorry, tags., tired, websites, wee, weekends, whoa, word count, words, work out, yay!

the smell of wine and cheap perfume. for a smile they can share the night. it goes on and on and on and on.don’t stop believing-journey
bahahaha.i thought i’d take a step away from my new music and go back in time and listen to some journey. i’m actually not a big journey fan. okay, so [...]