Posts Tagged ‘sorry’

oh man. i had them all thought out, all organized in my head. i had something to say, and while messing with my hair straightener, lost all of them. [...]

why?
the first question is always why.
what if…?
the second question is always what is.
who fault is it?
the third question is always to find someone to blame.
and when the three big ones are finished,
where do we end up?
with question number four,
where?
where would we be if this person hadn’t ruined it for this reason?
there you go.
you’ve got the [...]

[jasey rae -all time low]

so, no, i didn’t get out of the house.
well i did,
i went back to the nursery [plant nursery] to hand in my application.
THEY’RE CALLING ME ON MONDAY!
i can’t wait.
i’ve wanted this job for a while,
and now i have the chance to get it.
we’ll see how it goes(:

now time to get all [...]

got no resolutions, no clever anecdotes to say. and still if i yell at the top of my lungs, will it be the same? i’d fly you a flag, i’d bury this pen into my veins.
i wanna feel through you tonight, but i won’t make you. i won’t make you.
the telephone number i got for you says nobody’s home. the [...]

12.17.08- i had to make this post private because i hate how i was acting. i was totally blowing things out of proportion, and it wasn’t fair to who it was about. even if they don’t read this. they’re my best friend. and they don’t need this.
so, instead of having you all miss out,
here’s the [...]

got social security, but that it doesn’t pay your bills. there are addictions to feed and there are mouths to pay, so you bargain with the devil, say you’re o.k. for today. you say that you love them, take their money and run. say, it’s been swell, sweetheart, but it was just one of those [...]

when everything seems to be going your way, and then suddenly just falls apart?
everything’s great. the conversation. the feeling. the smile on your face. then you say the wrong thing, not thinking before you say it, and the other person just takes it the worse way possible.
this is why talking on the internet isn’t always [...]

lullaby’s fill your room, and i will be singing. singing to only you. dont forget I’ll hold your head, watch the night sky fading red.
but as you sleep, and no one is listening, i will lift you off your feet, i’ll keep you from sinking. don’t you wake up yet, cause soon i’ll be leaving you. soon [...]

i’m tired but i’m working, yeah. i care but i’m restless, i’m here but i’m really gone. i’m wrong and i’m sorry baby. what it all comes down to, is that everything is going to be quite alright. ’cause i’ve got one hand in my pocket and the other one is flicking a cigarette.
hand in my [...]

give in, i’m running through your veins like a habit you can’t kick. here’s a secret confession from a lifelong obsession as i’m staring out your window pane. our bodies started kissing in a language i don’t know.
i hit the lights in the bedroom to soften up the mood as your dress laces the floor. you’re lying [...]