Posts Tagged ‘thoughts’

my thoughts on everyone i’ve lost.

my thoughts on sappy love that i can’t have.
pretty wonderful what you can do with these things, no?

I’ve had mine so long.
It’s just part of my life now.
The words that are contained in such a simple website are jaw dropping.
Was I like that at one point?
Did I think that at one point?
It’s amazing to see how much things change,
and how some things never do.
I love that.

i’m in such a mood to just share everything.
kind of. like a huge, this is me thing.
so, i will.
here we go.

^that is me, your monster, in real life form.^
[you can click on that to get a better looksie, if you're a creep like me. or if you just want a better looksie...]
i’m a little over [...]

that’s insane.
i have nothing to say.
i’m just listening to music,
thinking about anthony.
it’s one of those days, yes.
i’ll blog later when i can focus and put these thoughts into words.
-your monster.

[taken from my tumblr]
the thoughts are off and on. much like a bathroom light. i’ll be fine one minute, and completely falling apart the next. i’m starting to think [...]

i stayed home today. wish i haven’t. it’s 11:55 am, and i should be in social studies. i should have been walked there by anthony, and given a kiss goodbye before [...]

oh man. i had them all thought out, all organized in my head. i had something to say, and while messing with my hair straightener, lost all of them. [...]

especially after reading something that was just written in such a way, that i can’t even explain. i wish i could write good, but it all comes out all lame and plain. nothing special, nothing new. [...]

why?
the first question is always why.
what if…?
the second question is always what is.
who fault is it?
the third question is always to find someone to blame.
and when the three big ones are finished,
where do we end up?
with question number four,
where?
where would we be if this person hadn’t ruined it for this reason?
there you go.
you’ve got the [...]

i’ve been thinking a lot lately.
sadly, a lot of it has been guy wise.
but hey, i’m a fifteen year old girl,
it’s normal.
so, let’s just start off with rob.
i want to think he’s a good guy,
with annoying ass friends,
and an annoying pissy attitude caused by his being an only child,
but i really don’t think that’s the [...]