your monster;

random things that i love, need, find funny, etc.
1.23.09.
1) music.
2) friends.
3) staying up late.
4) singing, badly.
5) screaming.
6) being hyper.
7) happiness.
8) sour patch kids.
9) twizzlers.
10) blistex medicated lip balm in the teal tube.
11) putting songs on repeat one for hours upon hours.
12) quoting songs.
13) writing lyrics and what not all over my homework just to get teachers comments to on them.
14) ipods.
15) youtube.
16) aim.
17) getting offline ims.
18) making sexual jokes.
19) calling people at one in the morning.
20) being called really late at night.
21) making really amazing plans, and then actually doing them.
22) going to the mall.
23) smoothies.
24) smosh.
25) livelavalive.
26) crappy online games.
27) writing notes to people.
28) getting notes from people.
29) wally world. [walmart]
30) candles.
31) reading.
32) taking pictures.
33) girl, interrupted. [both the movie and the book]
34) blogging.
35) EPIC blogging.
36) holding hands.
37) guys.
38) making weird noises at random times.
39) laughing.
40) smiling.
41) making weird faces.
42) acting cool. [haha]
43) jello.
44) camis, even if it’s below freezing.
45) warm weather.
46) spring time.
47) zoos.
48) myspace.
49) wordpress.
50) meaningful conversations.
1.26.09-
51) continuing this.
52) target.
53) prestige waterproof eyeliner.
54) where’s waldo.
55) andrew mcmahon’s voice.
56) tim burton’s movies.
57) big sweatshirts.
58) writing, well typing.
59) reading.
60) pixy stixs.
61) staying up really late.
62) old movies.
63) corny love movies.
64) best buy.
65) curel.
65) pantene.
66) colossal mascara by maybelline.
2.27.09-
67) andrew bravener.
68) blow pops.
69) luden’s honey lemon throat drops.
70) hellogoodbye.
71) eye shadow.
72) dressing in a semi-slutty way.
73) eskimo kisses.
74) interesting people.
75) getting mail.
76) sending mail.
4.22.99-
77) arizona ice tea.
78) nail polish.

random fact about the monster:D
1) if i could have one thing, it would be an eating disorder.
2) i like to smile as much as possible.
3) i get distracted easily, which is why it takes forever to finish a post. :D
4) i’ve been blogging for quite some time.
5) i’ve never gotten the first kiss i’ve been waiting for. d:
6) i like to keep my nails mildly long.
7) i like to paint my nails bright neon colours.
8) i like to spell some words in the u.k. form, but i live in the u.s.
9) i’m a very nice person actually, i just have an odd way of showing it.
10) i tend to make things awkward, but i’ve been told i only think it’s awkward.
11) i’m very comfortable talking about things, but i do have those uncomfortable conversation points.
12) i don’t like being told i don’t eat enough. i eat too much in my mind.
13) i can be extremely stubborn when it comes to some things.
14) i’m actually a really big push over though. :D
15) it doesn’t take much to make me laugh. i mean, people staring at me makes me laugh.
16) i love being tickled. i’m ticklish all over. just being poked tickles me. (:
17) i’m way to sarcastic for my own good.
18) i’m at the age where i should have a life, i just don’t. :D
19) i’m very picky when it comes to food, chapstick, clothes, and people.
20) i’m very excepting of a lot, if you’re not a complete douche about it.
21) i wouldn’t say i hate people. and if i do, i don’t mean it. i don’t “hate” anyone fer real.
22) i am, and probably always will be, a child at heart.
23) funny, i’m actually pretty young.
24) i tend to fall for older guys.
25) i don’t think i’ve ever met a girl who doesn’t like “skater” guys; but not all skater guys, just some.
26) i can’t get too much sleep. while everyone else gets the recommended eight hours, i get my needed six, five if possible. none is best.
27) i think food is gross.
28) i’m pretty paranoid. i’m afraid of everything.
29) i like to cuddle.
30) i hate sleeping alone, but i have no choice. ):
31) i know who my real friends are. and let me tell ya, they’re all the biggest losers around. <3
32) i like to run across the streets in town [in spring and summer] with catie, with our arms waving around in the air, and screaming at the tops of our lungs.
33) i don’t use capital letters when i type; unless it’s for school.
34) i also don’t use them when i hand write either, for school or not. my english teachers always hate that(:
35) i like getting asked if anything’s wrong.
36) i’m a really good liar, but i choose not to lie to most people.
37) i do lie to a lot of people though.
38) i really like fish. not to eat, just to look at.
39) i like to bug my school guidance counselor. he’s the coolest adult in that building.
40) i think brushing my teeth is fun.
41) i always think there’s a murderer in my house, i hate that feeling. it’s scary.
42) i hate sleeping,
43) but i love napping.
44) i won’t leave the house unless my makeup’s on and my hair’s straightened.
45) it doesn’t take a lot to make me cry.
46) sometimes i just cry at random, when i think about daddy. /:
47) i’m an extremely open person if you haven’t noticed.
48) i’m not going to stop these random facts at fifty.
49) the show full house, makes me laugh. cut, it, out. :D
50) i’m going to turn on the tele now.
51) i’m watching two and a half men. haha, this shows my favourite.
52) my tv is shit, and the up and down buttons don’t work most of the time [and i don't have a remote].
53) i like to eat saltines.
54) i like to decorate things.
55) my walls are covered with pictures drawn by friends.
56) i don’t like going to see movies in the theatre.
57) i love pokemon. but only the old ones. the new ones can just, explode.
58) my language isn’t as clean as it should be(:
59) i have a dirty mind.
60) i think sea animals are cool.
61) but i love regular animals too.
62) i use to make wishes at 11:11. then i realized, they don’t come true.
63) i expect too much from people,
64) and people expect too much from me.
65) my teachers think i do my homework.
66) i just copy it from other people in study hall.
67) friends is on. it’s 11:31 pm.
68) i love friends, the show.
69) i would go lay down,
70) but i’m actually hoping someone will come online and talk to me.
71) i have braces.
72) i don’t like them.
73) i love home depot. i love the way it smells. and it’s size. and ahh man. <3
74) i like to hang out in jcpenney in their furniture department, which is set up like real rooms.
75) i tend to lead guys on. d:
76) i like scissors, they’re very useful.
77) i can speak some spanish. but not much.
78) i like to sleep in spanish class. (:
79) i dye my hair every three or five months. i always put it off. :D
80) i’m a procrastinator.
81) i envy people who can wear plaid lumberjack shirts. i wish i could. i’ve never actually worn one though(:
82) i love bath and body works.
83) i will only use their hand sanitizer. not any other brand.
84) i love the scent “warm vanilla sugar”.
85) i love phoebe’s hair colour on friends. i wish my hair could be that colour.
85.5) my hair is actually only a bit darker then hers, but i want it look just like hers. :D
86) i have never loved a bag more then i love my volcom bag with a scissor print.
87) i like flamingos.
88) i lose things a lot.
89) i’m not one to follow trends.
90) i watch the soap opera “one life to live” every day at two. :D
91) i don’t like scary movies. they scare the shit out of me for years after. D:
92) this is getting really long, and i love it.
93) i like to type.
94) moustaches make me giggle. i told dan to grow one, shave it off, and give it to me. he said he’ll think about it.
95) i’m pretty sure i like him ferreal, he makes me happy. (:
96) i think i’ll do this at least once every two weeks.
97) i’m ending it now, so, look for more later(:
1.26.09.
98) i think i like the fact that i’m continuing this.
99) i hope someone reads this.
100) i’m very self conscious.
101) i think i’m too awkward.
102) i’ve been told to be more confident.
103) i’m trying to be more confident.
104) i would love to talk to dan right now.
105) or be chillin’ in target with benn and paul. :D
106) i’m running low on pixy stix. i’m gonna need a new bag in about an hour. d:
107) i’m listening to konstantine right now. <3
108) i like my plaid pajama pants a lot(:
109) i’m crazy with plucking my eye brows, and girls who don’t pluck their eyebrows who need to, really piss me off. d:
110) i really don’t like sluts.
111) i can’t swallow pills so i have to take children’s melt aways. D:
112) i don’t have a cell phone yet.
113) my birthday is march twenty seventh.
114) i usually spell out all my numbers.
115) i like blowing bubbles.
116) i eat in a very unhealthy way.
117) i haven’t thrown up in seven years; going on eight this summer.
118) i wear too much eyeliner, i don’t even care.
119) i really love mascara; and making my eye lashes really long and pretty(:
120) i’m pretty beast at doing my makeup.
121) i write song lyrics on my mirror, and my wall.
122) there isn’t much empty space on my walls. they’re covered with pictures people have drawn for me, notes from people, poems from people, pictures, magazine ads, tickets, etc.
123) i only have two pixy stixs left. i think i’ll save them.
124) i bought them yesterday. i just ate fifteen of them. :D
125) i kind of want some cake, but… nah, i think i’ll get a piece. :D
126) i’m getting really fat. i think it’s nasty.
127) i get told i’m not fat, but i still think i am.
128) i usually don’t feel comfortable talking about my weight openly to people, but i do with dan.
129) i think he’s a good friend. <3
130) i suppose i’m done for today. time to get back to normal blogging. don’t forget to check back.
1.27.09.
131) i hate being lied to so much.
132) i feel that if someone doesn’t want to talk to me, they should just tell me.
133) i like my hair light blonde.
134) i have bad judgment with people; not at first sight judgment, like, talking to them and getting to know them judgment.
135) i give up the good things in life just to try something i know will suck.
136) i get let down easily.
137) i think i have too much hope in some people.
138) i’m pretty oblivious when it comes to guys.
139) i’m pretty easy to figure out.
2.3.09.
140) i think i over react too often.
141) i can eat a bag of goldfish in one sitting.
142) i can’t remember all of everything above, so some facts may repeat.
143) i hate snow.
144) i hate winter.
145) i lie to get around things.
146) i make up code names for people so i can talk about them freely where ever i am. [like dan. in my personal life, he has a code name too. it's not dan, but it's not his real name. haha.] :D
147) hate mail makes me laugh.
148) people who start shit are stupid.
149) i hate downloading a bunch of a bands music, falling in love with it, and then downloading more to find out most of what you didn’t have sucks. [does that make sense?]
150) i get annoyed really really easily.
151) i greatly appreciate comments. (:
2.27.09-
152) my favourite band is something corporate.
153) i listen to one band over and over again for weeks, or until i find another band.
154) hellogoodbye is my latest music obsession. <3
155) i have a stuffed animal whom i named gerald; i love him(:
156) i really wish i had an etcha sketch. [spelling?]
157) my braces are coming off soon.
158) it seems everything i look good, my camera batteries are dead. ;D
159) i tend to pose when i get bored. but never take a picture.
160) i carry elmer’s glue with me.
161) i have pretty hands.
3.23.09-
162) all the things in here about dan being a good friend, it’s all true.
163) i miss him a lot.
164) i am on the phone with catie at the moment.
165) i like to suck on ice cubes.
166) i think i may have already told you that.
167) my birthday is this friday.
168) i like walking.
169) i bet more than two of these facts have already been said.
170) my left foot hurts.
171) i got my new contacts on friday.
172) i need to lose weight.
4.22.09-
173) i’m fifteen, and just realised what is means to like someone.
174) i get worried easily.
175) i listen to way too much jack’s mannequin and something corporate. but hey, they are my favourites.
176) i now write my blogs in windows live writer. it’s easier to edit, and there’s a spell check while typing<3
177) i like those racecar beds for toddlers.
178) i collect my arizona iced tea bottles, but only the glass ones.
179) i have sixteen things of play-doh.
180) i’ve finally gotten my confidence and self-esteem to raise a little bit.
6.15.09-
181) i don’t think i can hold a relationship. and i’ve only had experience with it once.
182) i only have three real good friend i trust with everything. i wouldn’t trade them for the world.
183) i use tumblr way too often, and neglect wordpress because of it.
184) i get really bad heat rash.
185) if given the chance, i would go around and slap every single person who needs to be woken up.
186) i would love to have insomnia, i don’t sleep anyway.
187) i’m paranoid.
188) i bite my lip until it looks like a chewed pencil eraser.
189) i don’t like twilight. and i don’t like what’s it’s doing to all those people who now think vampires are real. they weren’t real before the book, and they aren’t real now.
190) i hate when greg tries to hook me up with his friends. because it went so well the first time.
191) i fall for guys who are nice  to me. that’s all they need.
192) i get upset when people don’t believe me, or call me pathetic and pitiful. because i’m not. people are just stupid and need to feel better than everyone else.
193) i’m sincerely trying to be a better person, starting… now.
194) i honestly believe allie will ruin everything friendship/relationship i’m ever in because she’s such an immature child.
195) i’m done caring what others think; this will be good for me.
196) i’m going to change who i am for myself, not others.

-your monster(: